Every spring she
clears
Out her life clears
Away all her unnecessary
Boyfriends and
friends that she
Has collected
in the past
Year and makes
room for new
Emotions to fill
the void
That her father
leaves
Whenever he calls
to
Convince her
that she is not good
Enough to deserve
Him as a father,
she is not
The boy he was
promised when
He gave birth
To the idea
Of having
Babies take his
wife
And sacrifice
Time from his
Goals and ambitions
and
His horrific
fear his life
Might end without
ever
Ending this fear
That his reason
for being
Is nothing more
than life
Producing life
for the sake of
Producing life
and he has
No control over
his
Body or his mind
or his
Fate that makes
him
Exactly what
he has become and
He thinks is
it
No more real than this?